I Go Crazy

Hello girl it's been awhile
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile

Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you,
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

You say he satisfies your mind
Tells you all of his dreams
I know how much that means to you

I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive, it starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby, you know when I look in your eyes I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feelin' inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy

~I Go Crazy by Paul Davis

So Let's recap the past month:

School started again. BLEH. I've gone to a few debate tournaments. I've gotten 2nd and 3rd in Open Impromptu, 2nd in Open Extemp, and Two 1st in Novice DI. I'm also the team captain now. So YAY!

Elizabeth and I have been having some fun together. It's a strange situation. I don't know how things will play out. Hopefully this will turn into something more, but it seems like everyone says no. *shrug*. Either way, I'm trying to enjoy our time together.

So Lori called me 2 weeks ago. I had seen her on her birthday when she came into my work. I gave her my phone number. It wasn't till almost a month later did she call me. We've been talking on the phone the past few days. It's been strange. We've talked about a variety of topics. It's almost like the old days, but at the same time there are all those under lying tones of what's happened between us. I don't know exactly what this is that we're doing. She's not supposed to be able to speak with me, yet considering how things have been going in her marriage, I guess she needs some one to speak with. My mind has been running wild the past few days. I can't help but think how different my life could of been if we had stayed together. It's funny how a lot of people told me after the wedding that you never know when a door that is closed will reopen. I honestly don't know if things are that bad in their marriage. But it is something that may be more of a reality.

I guess the big question is. Would I take her back if she came to me?

And as for the answer of that, I do not know...