You Could Be Happy

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played on lips 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you go
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

-You Could Be Happy by Snow Patrol

So I've been sick with a cold/flu sorte of thing. I'm feeling better but I'm not over it.

Dallas lost yesterday 20-21 on a botched field goal at the end. It was an intense game and a heart breaker. There's always next season.

San Jose has rebounded well from an embarresing 0-8 loss to Phoenix last week. They are now 3-0-0 since then and have scored 18 goals in those 3 games. They are now only 6 points behind Anahiem with a game in hand.

Yesterday was my dad's birthday. He's 62 now. I hope he has many more to come.

My mom's boyfriend arrived from China on friday. He'll be staying a couple more days. The good news is that it at least gets my mom out of my face for a while. Plus he gave me 300 bucks.


School starts tomorrow. ugh.