Sunday, April 06, 2008

Straight to Hell / Fly Girl

My clothes don't fit me
And my friends don't like me
And this furniture is giving me a rash
I don't have credit
And i know I'll never get it
And I'm pretty sure I'll end up all alone

I'm gonna be drunk and flat broke
I'm gonna be tired, old and bitter
And really messed up

Cause this behavior is gonna get me nowhere
But straight to hell, oh yeah
Straight to hell

Girls wont ride me
And the boys wont fight me
So my self esteem has hit an all time low
The drugs do'nt thrill me
And my life's about to kill me
And I'm pretty sure I'll end up all alone

I'm gonna be drunk and flat broke
I'm gonna be tired, old and bitter
and really messed up

Cause this behavior is gonna get me nowhere
but straight to hell, oh yeah
straight to hell, oh yeah
straight to hell...

The cops won't arrest me
And the hookers wont undress me
And my manager is tired of my voice
The servants won't serve me
And the doctors won't cure me
And my producer calls my music a bunch of noise

I'm gonna be drunk and flat broke
I'm gonna be tired, old and bitter
And really messed up

Cause this behavior is gonna get me nowhere
but straight to hell, oh yeah
~Straight to Hell by Gisli



What a difference a month makes...

School:
I got an A in my econ class and my other classes are so so. *shrug*

Debate:
Spring Champs:
3rd Jr. Parli Debate (7-2)
5th Top Speaker

We made it so semi-finals and Natalie captured the Top Speaker award.

State Champs:
Bronze Parli Debate (5-2)
Silver Parli LD (6-2)

Two bad losses in out rounds, but still lots of fun.

NPDA:
Parli Debate (3-5)

A crazy tournament. Colorado, rain, snow, USAFA, cold. Insane debates and law suits. It was the tournament of a lifetime. Although we didn't do as well as we wanted, it was still really fun.

Sports:
UCLA outed in the final four
Sharks are about to start their Stanley Cup march against Calgary.


But the biggest change...

MY NEW GIRLFRIEND, ELIZABETH!!!! It's crazy how things seemed so grim for a while there, but now things have cleared up and I asked her today to be my girl and she said yes. We've spent the past two days together and they have been amazing. On Sunday, she came over and we went shopping at Victoria Secret. We then went out to lunch before going back to place to hang out. We both then had to work and after work we went out for late night dinner. The next day she came over with her friend Kai and I took them on a tour around UCI before going to lunch at Laguna Beach. After lunch we went and dropped off Kai before going to her house to chat with her mom. Once that was done we went and picked up Kai and her g/f Raquel. We went back to Laguna and watched the sun set. As the sun was setting I asked Elizabeth to be my girl friend. It was romantic. We then had dinner at BJ's and watched Kansas beat Memphis. After dropping Kai and Raquel off we hung out at my house before she went home. Yea, I've kind of blown off some of my other responsibilities but this is what I've wanted and I was willing to do what ever it took to make it happen. I am in love and I am happy.



I don't want nobody, I don't want nobody
I don't want nobody, nobody but you, babe

It's all so clear, clear to me now
It gotta be your class, your style and your smile
'Cos sun ain't shinin', shinin' when you gone
All I get is rains, all I get is storms

'Cos it's nothin' I could do and nothin' I could say
'Cos I know coulda, woulda, shoulda asked you to stay
Steal me for life, make you my wife
But my ego had me bonded and I couldn't see the light

Love is complicated only when you fightin'
Love is at is base when you touchin' like Midas
And it's that simple, simple as can be
I'm the only one for you, you the only one for me

Now, you see it takes two, two time's the charm
And this time around we gon' form a strong bond
And together we could soar, soar to whatever
And I never leave you never 'cos forever is forever

Pretty girls that be comin' around
I wanna let you know, I'll be turnin' them down
'Cos I don't want no other ladies
Tellin' me they love me

Baby, you a fly girl, fly girl
Fly girl, fly girl, fly girl, fly girl
I want you to be my girl, my girl
My girl, my girl, my girl, my girl

I'll be reminiscin', think about the moments
Spend alone for hours while we sittin', talkin', holdin'
Connected conversations infectin' are relation
Our chemistry will bubble up that tingling sensation

You're teasin', blowin' me kisses, I play and call you missus
I missed the way you hug me when you whisper in your wishes
I never meant to hurt you, I hope you know I'm sorry
Together we could bring a happy endin' to the story

All we need is trust, a just another chance
A little bit of luck in romance to advance
I'll be your knight in shinin', you'll be my silver linin'
A good relationship is precious like a diamond

And I never let you go
And I wanna let you know that I'm open up to grow
And together we could flow, flow to whatever
And I never leave you never 'cos forever is forever

Pretty girls that be comin' around
I wanna let you know, I'll be turnin' them down
'Cos I don't want no other ladies
Tellin' me they love me

I don't want nobody, I don't want nobody
I don't want nobody, nobody but you, babe
I don't want nobody, I don't want nobody
I don't want nobody but you
~ Fly Girl by Will.I.Am